the holidays.

The holidays are both stressful and relaxing, fun and annoying, exciting and sleep-inducing.  All I want to do is sleep.  My sleep debt's pretty high and I want to fit in enough relaxation to last until spring break.  I also wanted to work a ton, but that's not happening.  Oh well.  Maybe I'll go spend some money instead. 
Presents are always difficult for me.  I have no idea what to get anyone else, and for some reason, the people closest to me (aka my grandmother) has no idea what to get me.  I should tell her just to save the money and not get me anything.  I never have ideas as to what I want so I can't just write down a list.  She always gets me pajamas (most of the time they don't fit), something that matches what Katie got, and something pink.  Always.  And lotion that smells just like flowers, but ten times worse so I feel like I'm going to barf.  I appreciate the thought, but next year, she's going to donate the money.  Not even kidding. 
My mom has also gotten pretty stressed.  She's done quite a bit of wallowing in self-pity, and unfortunately, it's not helping anyone.  I just get more irritated because she's crying and I get pissy which in turn makes her pissy...it's just a bad cycle.  Oh well.  Tomorrow I get to work and get out of the house.
I also eat enough for one and a half people over the holidays.  It tastes good, but I REALLY don't need that much. 
Time to go watch a movie and fall asleep and sleep some more.
Nighty-night.